The caribbean, the sea, being free, cool breeze, friendly people, funny friends, imagination, being creative..rain… (will update later
Things I hate,
bitchy people, rude people, people who talk about star signs all the time, people who talk and dont listen, then interupt and carry on talking! Overly persitant people, even though i just made myself clear, Being iin central London when its hot and muggy, sun headaches, will update later
I just have to trust in fate, God and life that somewhere there is someone out there for me, who has good intention, a good heart is kind and will love me as I am. I dont know why i feel sad or teary all of a sudden.. I felt.. or I think I felt happy afew hours ago… Hmm anyway ill end this weird entry by saying.. I love my family.. I really do xxx
Its 2.52am and sat here in London the may heat keeping me awake. After so many days/months of harshness and hardness created by a situation or 2.. Using tumblr my heart has re opened my own unique tenderness, heart, my own music and joy.. I felt for the first time in a long time.. is it the feeling of summer I don’t know but it rushed over me like a wave..
Ive said good bye to someone who had been a big part of my life.. But there comes a point where u cant be ‘Destoried’ by someone any longer. I made that choice to respect myself and not let someone unravel me, confuse me, and empty all my goodness .. so they can walk away and leave me!
Actually this moment of peace is just caused by a quote I read on here.. But it made me think happiness is when you forget time, where you are and what day it is.. Just a nice happy feeling and I haven’t felt that for a long long time.
My biggest lesson Ive learnt after 28 years to this period in my life is that.. If you ignore misery eventually it will get bored and leave you alone.. Sadness is just like Happiness it will only exist if you let it :))